I Miss Lucky
September 13, 2001 - 11:57 a.m.

I miss Lucky. I didn't even realize it till today, but when I sign on to aol, while my modem is connecting, I usually walk around the house and find Lucky and pet him. I stood up to do it today and got as far as the playroom before I realized there was no Lucky to find... unless I wanna visit his grave in the backyard. I don't think it's really hit me yet that he's gone. Kinda like the whole crisis on Tuesday didn't hit me till yesterday. I just hope I don't wig out as much about Lucky as I did about the other stuff.

It's amazing how quickly so many things can change.

For some reason I didn't enjoy the getting off school early thing today. I think it's because I have nothing to do, and when I have nothing to do, I start thinking about things that worry myself. I also don't like being home alone anymore, cuz the smallest sound makes me think we're under nuclear attack and I'm gonna die alone. I am such a worry wart.

I have a dermatologist appointment today at 4:45. I think I'll keep myself occupied by watching TV until then. TV at least keeps my mind off of other stuff. Ta! ~BOB

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