You think she's an open book, but you don't know which page to turn to, do you?

PATHETIC!
August 21, 2000 - 9:25:39 PM

I'm really bored. Today has just been a boring kinda day. Tomorrow isn't gonna be much better. I've dubbed it Homework Day. Doesn't that sound like loads of joy? I know it does to me. Today I basically sat in front of this puter all day. I'm actually getting kinda sick of it. I left for a bit to pick some stuff up at the store and turn in my time sheet. My mom also took the puter for awhile. Besides that, though, I've been in front of this puter all day. Isn't that pathetic? I really need a life. This is what happens when my job ends. Pathetic. Just plain pathetic. If I'm not careful, I'll be wanting school to start. I can't let that happen. MUST ENTERTAIN SELF. That's the reasoning for Homework Day. Jenny, Monica, and I are gonna have a slumber party this week. We also wanna go bowling. That'd be fun. Let's hope that happens so I feel a little less pathetic.

I'm ghosting on aol. I find I get less porn IM's when I ghost. I love IMing people and having them ask why I'm not on their buddylist. Cheap thrills, I know. There's no one exciting online though. I IM people and we have a generic conversation, and then it's over. BORING!

"Here comes the rain again.. raining in my head like a tragedy. Tearing me apart like a new emotion..." ~Eurythmics

I had a good conversation with Jeremy today. Yay :o) Oh, and what do you know, he just signed on. I swear I'm psychic. A lot of psychic things have been happening to me lately. Cue the twilight zone music.

I have lots of energy right now. I feel like going outside and running. WHOA! I never feel like running.. what's wrong with me? I think I need to go in the living room and dance to a commercial for my parents or something. That always suits my lil spurts of energy. And it entertains my parents, too. They get a good laugh, I feel good cuz I made people laugh, and all is well. I know, once again, cheep thrills. I'm a strange person, what can I say?

Y'know how sometimes just one little line from a song haunts you? I had that last night. I think it's cuz I could totally relate to that line. It's from an un-released Jewel song I dled the mp3 of called Flower. I'm listening to it right now. The line I had stuck in my head goes, "This living shouldn't be called living cuz it's really only half alive." Isn't that the truth?

:::Sigh::: Good lord do I wanna meet Jeremy. Why's he gotta be so sweet? Why am I complaining? If he wasn't sweet I'd be pissed. I should just be happy with what I have. And right now I have a very good conversation going, so I'm gonna end this entry.

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Ta! ~BOB

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