I'm Freeeeeeeeeeee!
June 12, 2002 - 8:31 p.m.

I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Yup, school's over. No more high school for me. ever. again. I'm so thrilled. So fucking thrilled. Strangely enough, though, no matter how many times I say, "I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" to people, the fact still hasn't sunk in. It just feels like a weekend or something. I wonder when it will really hit me.

Today I spent the day cleaning. Ooo fun. I had tons of stuff piled up in my room cuz I hadn't cleaned it in a couple months, and I really let it get bad during my busy spell last week. Usually it takes me about 20 mins to clean my room. Today it took me about 2 hours. I also cleaned out my backpack. It was weird going through all my school work from this year. Some of the stuff would make me cringe; then I'd realize I never hafta deal with it again. Yay! While I was cleaning my room I was organizing stuff and thinking about what I was and wasn't taking to college with me. It's so weird. In 2 months and 5 days I'll be living in a dorm with Amy and Chelsea.. two girls I have yet to speak with. (They haven't called me. I haven't called them. I put on my housing application I didn't wanna live with partiers. Maybe they put the same, and we're three antisocial dorks waiting for each other to call.) I still can't fathom the fact that I'll be leaving the house I've lived in my entire life so soon. I guess I won't feel it coming until I'm actually there. I just hope I enjoy it.

Tomorrow Jenny and I are (hopefully) going to Berkeley to have my eyebrow ring changed. I might get my belly button pierced too, but I'm not totally sure yet. We'll hafta see. Friday is the graduation practice, and then Saturday is the glorious day; the day it is made official that I am freeeeeeeeeeeee.

This summer's gonna be fun as far as ash st goes, but I have no vacations planned. It sucks. Jenny and I can't do the roadtrip cuz of Rusty the asshole. And Jeremy (TN) isn't coming to visit after all cuz apparently a new car is more important than me. Hmph. I just hope the summer doesn't seem long and drawn out cuz if I'm thinking about college this much already, just imagine what 2 months of this is gonna be like. Two long, boring months at that.

Last night was my last dance show ever. I got a tad misty eyed when we were giving the flowers to the teachers and the present to Mrs. Gentry. She really liked the present. I dunno if I talked about it in here before, but it was a little trinket (sp?) box, and we had "To Mrs. Gentry 2002 Seniors" engraved in it with ballet shoes. I'm gonna miss her so much. And Karen too. I won't miss the drama with the other teen class, but I'll definitely miss the whole dancing aspect. I really hope I can take some kinda dance lessons in college.

Someone come visit me this summer please. I need something exciting to brighten my summer aside fro ash st and the season passes for Raging Waters Jenny and I are gonna invest in.

Oh! I almost forgot! I made a new diaryring for people who pee in the shower. If you're interested, please oh please join. I want it to be as successful as anti-make-up! hehe. You kind find info about it here. Thanx!

That's all for now. Ta! ~BOB

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